grumpy...

i dont feel like myself yesterday and even today. i had a misunderstanding with him that i started it the whole situation. as usual, i'm the one with the pea brain. he said he'll stop everything and i got paranoid!!! i was like, "This is happening again..." i just don't feel like talking to all the people in the house especially mom, she just doesn't seem to care anymore whether or not im home. yah, i know, she loves my brother more than i. it's ok, im close with lola naman e. how i wish i'm married so i could have my separate life from them. but maybe that would take a long time to happen, or maybe it won't happen. i don't feel comfortable with anybody right now. i just want to be alone. but i'm talking to him tonight. we want to clear up things. i want to save US...